I think I’m gonna try one of those “30 Day Challenges” except I’ll post about it every Friday. I think it would be too much to post every day about the same general thing. And it’ll give me time to really think about my answer and make it something to look forward to at the end of every work week. So, the “challenge” I choose was “30 Days of Truth“.
Week 1 – Something you hate about yourself?
Physically: I hate my hips; in my opinion, I don’t need “birthing hips” because I want one child, at most. There are other women out there that would benefit more from having big hips than me. And I know they’re not gigantic or anything, but when compared to the rest of me, they’re not proportionate. My measurements are 36, 28-30, 40. If my breasts were bigger, I’d be okay with my hips, because then they would be balanced. And it really pisses me off I can’t get past a size 7 pants.
Personality: I hate that when I try to be helpful, it doesn’t always seem that way. People think I’m being a bitch and correcting them and putting them down. No, I’m trying to help you because there are worse people out there that would put you down for the shit that comes out of your mouth. I’m a factual person, if you’re gonna talk about something that requires facts, don’t use your opinion. I will correct you. Not because I want to make you look bad or hurt you in some way, but because you’re not speaking correctly.
I’ve tried to stop correcting people, but it still slips sometimes. In fact, most of the time now, I just keep my mouth shut most of the time when I’m around people. In a way, I’ve just lost faith that people will actually know what they’re talking about. It’s probably just the German in me…
